My boyfriend cheated and conceived a child when we were 18/19 years of age and I decided to stay. We're 22 now and I hate to say it but I kind of regret it. Not because of him per say because he haven't been nothing but gold every since, but because of the situation I'm faced with. The drama I have to forever avoid, his family taking sides (it have not been evident, but just the fear), and I hate to sound selfish but bedsides his moma, I have yet another person who will foever come before me and she's not my own ( I lost my baby due to miscarriage). I still feel like I'm being cheated on, but it's his daughter this time but from the girl he cheated on me with. I act as it I'm unbothered, and most times I just deal because I'm chasing a thought that everything will get better and be okay one day. At first, I wasn't allowed around his daughter, according to her mother I'm still not but my bf have made a change on his part because he want me in his child's life, I thought I'll be difference if I am around her but no, my heart still sinks.... There are a thousand other red flags, which Ik if I'm not happy I should leave but he's really not doing anything wrong, I have no reason to leave him. And honestly, I'm scared that leaving him will cause more damage than staying because we love each other and Ik we will equally be just as hurt as the other.