I do not have a pdoc, the pdoc I consulted said there was "no point" in talking.. I live in the uk.

As I am also allergic to all the meds I've tried this leaves me with few options

Am I "attention seeking" for trying to stay alive,for requiring oxygen to breathe,

I don't want to stay alive yet I do..

How do you stay alive when there are few or no treatment options

I know about suicide, a good friend of mine ... and I tried to help them all I could

I am "safe" - I tie myself into knots every day to stay "safe" .. to not "worry or bother anyone"

And yet I've been told I'm a horrible selfish person. (Not by anyone on pc) I'm so bored of hearing it i could scream

(I have tried "hotlines" etc and have found these useless. In the uk)