Ok I have to say i'm not sure if my friend really meant that. she's going trough a really tough time.

And I agree with what you said. me and her being in different to places. but I'm only 18. so it doesn't matter. she's the first person I've ever "dated" I know it's not dating, we both talked about it, and we both know to not take things seriously. to be honest nothing has changed since she asked me out. we still talk the same and stuff. But You made me really worried about me being stupid and acting crazy or something ;( do you think I made a mistake? I mean one day we could meet. I mean we might breakup one day, but if we do we can still be friends and stuff. and after all we all have to learn don't we?

am I being crazy? Because these days from the amount of pressure I have I can't tell what's a good idea and what's not. and everything's changing. So i have no idea what's good and not.