Boogie-
I can relate. I'm sitting here watching the Macy's fireworks on tv alone with my cat.
Watching everyone else in the country having more fun than I and having a s/o to spend the holiday with. But while I may be lonely it's better being solo than it was being in an unhealthy relationship with my ex.
Anyway here's hoping next 4th we will both be in a better place.
I suppose I could have called up friends and tried to make plans to do something today, but nobody thought to invite me out and I wasn't feeling motivated enough to try. Ah well.

Hang in there.