I will not email you, I will not email you, I will not email you, I will not email you.

I am sad, and I am sure that a lot of it is from my depression. But I am not bad right now, I actually have made steps in the right direction the last couple of days. I filled out financial aide stuff, I finally did the final enrollment paper work. So, I should be officially signed up to start fall classes. This is all positive stuff. So, when I sit back and try to attribute where my sadness is coming from- signs all point back to the issue. And it was such a tiny thing, but I am so stuck. I feel pathetic about it all too.

But again, I will not email you, I will not email you, I will not email you, I will not email you.