I have loss of interest. No motivation. No friends. No Facebook. Can't keep a job.
It's not that I don't want to be interested or motivated it's that I don't feel into life. I feel like an outsider looking in. I don't feel connected.
I'm tired during the day anxious all night so that further perpetuates this sketchy behavior.
If I have a whole day free I will be anxious still and not enjoy it. My 60's mother whom I live with in my late 20s is more engaged in life than me.
I have had girls crushing on me my whole life but have NEVER been able to have a relationship.
Can anyone relate this?
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