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I finally went back to sleep at 5:30am until about 8am. Had my job interview. Hope I did alright but the position scares me, I don't think I could handle it.
I did buy cigarettes. Stupid. I'll try again when they're gone.
I changed into my gym clothes but I think I'm gonna nap first, then go to the gym. I hope tonight is better in terms of insomnia. I ate a giant bagel at 4am because I just couldn't lay in bed anymore. I don't want to keep gaining weight.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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