Jobless now, creeping into 9 months at the moment.

Not diagnosed with anything apart from lack of self-confidence. Thought it is holding me from applying jobs since I'm basically afraid, didn't have confidence to do everything. Browsing for job openings and almost always end up not applying for most after looking for the job requirements and criteria, which I didn't think I have the confidence to do any.

Most times I end up being hesitant, should I apply this one? Can I do it? What will happen later? What will people say? This led to situation where I become choosy, although I didn't intend to.

Did attend 4-5 interviews, guess there's no chance after all. Being a stutterer certainly not helping in most of interviews - although it getting better right now.