My ex-T abandoned me 2 years ago. Everything was fine in my opinion. I walk into session, sit down, and she tells me we're terminating. The session lasted a whole 5 minutes. I was so distraught, I had to call my fiance who worked an hour away, to come be with me and follow me home so I didn't drive off the road. He then took me to the emergency room. I cried so much, I fell asleep in the ER. They didn't really help, but told me to go home, take my Ativan, and sleep. I knew I wasn't going to survive without help, so I tried to find a new T asap. When I finally found my current T, she tried to communicate with ex-T for me (ex-T told me to never contact her again). Current T got no answers from ex-T. I have no closure. No idea why she terminated me. She gets to go on living her happy life with a new baby, and I'm left scared. But thanks to current T, I've healed a lot. It wasn't easy, and trusting her has been really difficult. I'm still grieving for my ex-T, but it's gotten better. I rarely cry for her. I try my best to not look her up. And I try really hard not to ask the "whys".