This might be random, I suppose if the need is great it would be awesome If someone staged like an intervention. Only most of what you needed was actually stolen from you like being someone's child that needed you to start with not being detached immediately. I think you can do with a trusted friend or possible wonder for your child what it would be like to be emotionless, see it as important quality that your child must have. I think the tears will flow the words to describe it will happen soon enough. I think functioning is best option preserving it will be key and ultimately what you need to live have a wonderful career.