Glad that you and your wife are keeping you safe while you go through this.

It's tough, though. The pain is ruthless and relentless at times. Especially when you've been trying to recover and have gone through so much. It's weary.

Just get through it one minute at a time if you have to. Call your pdoc and/or T. Try a crisis line. Or just get yourself busy with little stuff. This will pass.