I've been doing geneology research on line for several days. My Dad was a holocaust survivor, and I've seen some pretty awful stuff on the sites that have survivor lists, and lists of the dead. Now I'm thinking Daddy lived through all that, he saw his family sent off to die, and countless other familys too. He was physically and emotionally damaged the rest of his life, through no fault of his own, he was just born in the wrong place at the wrong time.
So if he survived all that, what busines do I have whining about the damage done to me by an abusive man that everyone told me was bad news, or the things I experienced as a result of other bad choices that I made? I've had some rough times, but darn sure nothing that compares to what i've seen on my screen these last few days. Am I just a crybaby that needs to get over it? And how would I do that?
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