Well she was sitting the whole time in her office and comes out and tells me to go in. I'm even wondering if she knew beforehand that this one client wasn't coming and she just wanted to get texts out of the way and then call me in. Also I know that she's having issues with this trump medical insurance changes and she's afraid of certain programs being discontinued because of personal issues in her life and also she's afraid of clients losing insurance and her income not being as great. I pay her in cash. Previously if I tried to cancel she would say whatever. Once or twice she would encourage me not to. Now she has gone above and beyond to get me in her office and not cancel. Today was the only day she didn't argue but I think that's because I told her that I would pay her for the last session and for today's cancellation. i think she's okay as long as her pay is guaranteed. Perhaps cancellation has nothing to do with the therapeutic work but it's about her financial gains. I understand it's her career but at least seem interested. Then I though well with my break she loses me as a client where there's no insurance or paperwork involved. She's really bothered about the future of health insurance in the U.S. So how would you take that chance to screw up if you're that afraid to lose clients. It's a contradiction.