Quote:
Originally Posted by Emily Fox Seaton
Maybe give up the games entirely. Just as an exercise in learning to be you and be you with stuff you don't like and aren't fun. Sort of an exercise in discipline. There was a book I read once on "soft addictions" called "there must be more than this" about getting off the little addictions that sap time away.. though i got it for internet addiction so you see I failed.
|
Screw this. I would rather die than lose the one thing that brings me happiness in this stupid world. Gaming is a majority of my social life as well as something that I take pride in because I am actually good at them and I get compliments from people in these games when I do good and cause our team to win which in turn boosts my already fragile self esteem Yet, in real life, I am just another random human that isn't particularly good at anything or valued by anybody.