Screw this. I would rather die than lose the one thing that brings me happiness in this stupid world. Gaming is a majority of my social life as well as something that I take pride in because I am actually good at them and I get compliments from people in these games when I do good and cause our team to win which in turn boosts my already fragile self esteem Yet, in real life, I am just another random human that isn't particularly good at anything or valued by anybody.