To be honest I don't want to stay, he just won't leave and I can't afford to move out so here I am!! I do love him and wish with all my insides that he will change.. but I know deep down he won't.
I guess I just accepted my life this way and wait until I have enough money to leave with my kids. Ugh.
I wish everyday I just had a partner, someone i can connect with, love and be loved back. It seems like a completely unrealistic dream as of right now.
Sigh.

Sorry to hear you are dealing with the same thing.