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The low grade depression, understand, it's like some cosmic joke the rest of the world is not letting us in on and like you said "Dead inside". I can understand I've never been "Happy", I don't understand people and their emotions.

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thanks monty_girl. you sound like you get it too. it's hard to feel dead or so removed that happiness just seems like a dreamm world you can never enter.