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jinnyann said:
I too feel detached and struggle so much with depression and anxiety.....Sometimes it's like life is playing itself out and I'm just watching myself go through the motions.
I dont think I've ever been truly happy, I wear a mask a lot....put on this show of being bubbly to people irl.....underneath I hurt like hell and feel like it's getting worse....

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thanks jinnyann so much. it does hurt like hell underneath doesn't it? i can't even fake bubbly anymore...that stopped a few years ago so i just wear it all over my face now. the disinterest, the apathy. i can't even fake it as it takes too much energy and i figure why bother. thanks so much for taking the time to reply and tell me that you can relate. it really helps.