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Originally Posted by atisketatasket
Art. It is not. Two people make a relationship, two people break it.
You're starting the cycle I mentioned earlier on the Couch. You can interrupt it. You're strong enough.
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I know I am (eta) starting that cycle. But I'm not telling her that. I'm trying to interrupt it. I am. But my heart is in shreds right now and I feel so stupid. (eta) and i don't know that i am strong enough to interrupt it. part of me wonders if she was baiting me on purpose like h said to analyze my reaction. all's i know is i feel horrible and heartbroken. she tried to say some 'right things' yesterday. i remember she did. but they sounded all plastic and fake and textbook-y.
i am strong. i will not go back down that same road. i'll keep telling myself this and hope my heart starts putting itself back together.