Sorry for mistakes I'm dying and forgot how to English
You don't have to read it

We talked about different stuff...
At the end I said:
- I was thinking about good things of this reality. At first, it's drugs. I mean...I have never tried anything, not because I'm responsible or anything, but because I don't know any place where to buy drugs. And the second thing is..love. But I'm not a bird, so I can't fly.
- Do you mean you can't love?
- I think I can...Unfortunately. Well...mhgm... I love you. I don't mean in romantic way. You can think it's just a transference, but my feelings are my feelings. I should have said that earlier, but I was extremely nervous, because I have never said these words - I love you - to anyone before.
- I hear you. I can't say "love", because this word has different meaning to me. But I like you, I enjoy talking with you and I feel attachment to you. If you..., I would miss you. And I think you're unique. Maybe that means "love"... I think we should hug!

And we hugged

Omg I'm shaking and can't breathe