You know how if you are having a bad day at work you think you can just go home and relax and things will be better.

But for me right now everything I do at work feels like it is 20 times harder than it should be. Then when I think about leaving and going home that though doesn't make me feel better either. Because sitting around and relaxing makes me feel anxious. I don't have the energy to do anything else. I try to sleep because that is the only time I feel relief and even that it jus short burst because I wake up a lot anxious through the night. I just can't seem to go anywhere or do anything that helps. I don't know if it is still the akathisia or not. Everything I do takes a ton more effort than it should and I don't know what to do about it.

I know I have been writing a lot and I probably bother a lot of people. I just need to get stuff out of my head and hopefully find some answers.