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Old Dec 17, 2007, 11:09 PM
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i can't seem to access my dissociative stuff. i just stay in these floaty states of consciousness, various states that keep me out of touch with the feelings, memories, whatever it is that brought me to this. i've touched stuff from time to time over the last mannny years in therapy. but sometimes, when i'm in periods like this, i just can't seem to access anything. it's like i'm fighting myself. i'm trying to see something and a part of me is trying to keep it unseen.

you say the dissoc symptoms bother you more than the psychotic. what's that feel like? the difference b/w them i mean?