I struggle with the manic side to Bipolar when the mania turns into sever mania. Like I am having delusions and sever paranoia. Then my world stops and crumbles and I feel sad and alone as no one understands this part of the mania. Most people think its all happy and hyper and wonderful but the sad fact is there is the dark side which is hard. No one understands what life is like on the other side. Lots of people are fascinated with the mania side to Bipolar but when I tell them about the darker side they are shocked