I didn't mind the eating. It was actually helpful until yesterday. I was really having a tough time and I was looking for her support or guidance or whatever it is I pay her to do. I thought when I hit the wall that she would either pick the restaurant or guide me any other way. Instead she got upset and placed all fault in me. The she blamed me for doing the same in the past of which I didn't do. I told her that this whole blow up yesterday was unnecessary. I actually had things to address yesterday and instead I have to pay her for the session because I did cancel three hours before and I honor that . I wasn't about to drive 30 min to see her and waste gas when we are having issues already. Basically I lost out and she got a paid lunch and free time to order whatever she wanted. I'm still upset. I'm upset that she didn't think anything I said had any value. She was okay with how everything ended. I pay her in cash so no insurance involved. I was so upset that she didn't own up to anything or didn't even try to communicate after the fact knowing how upset I was. I feel like I'm just a number after 5 years of being with her. I'm not sure who to trust anymore.