I'm often reminded that I didn't have a normal youth that many others have - being carefree being around friends and enjoying life. I was just reminded of this again. Then I thought, will this be like this for the rest of my life? Will it always hit me out of the blue and remind me when I see a group of young people having a good time? I hope not. I hope I can learn to move past it. It is a part of my life I would prefer to just forget and put behind me. Do any of you had a difficult adolescence that still haunt you, or have you been able to put it behind you somehow so it no longer bothers you?