Let me gues--your Alton Wods' dad ? (username) You look a little like Dr. phil.
Anyways, Thanks so much for your post--I really need to talk to more people like you, beacsue i am getting more depressed as the days go on. I am signed up for college here, but really don't want to finish. I realize that it's not all about me--or maybe i don't....what's sad, is that I'm smoking myself to death, don't eat well, don't exercise, and am under so much stress just to live life---I'm becoming a nut case fast. When I was living up north, I was getting STABLE, but then---on a whim--in an angry moment, i flew back home to mom's and am now miserable. I don't know what it's going to take for me to feel better, in all aspects. I feel dead, and I don't think God wants His child to live like I'm living do you? I have done A LOT of footwork, but now I'm feeling so physically sick from the draining of my energy level--I pray 24/7 and ask for guidance. I DO care what becomes of me, but i do not care about me--I have tried ALL other methods, but how can and how does Jesus make things right, how can Jesus make me feel better in order to carry ot His plan for my life and those around me who are affected by it?