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Originally Posted by Patagonia
There t many of us out here that are in the same boat so I can sympathize totally! Sorry you're going thru this.
I'm working on getting more employment. Not easy tho. I'm financially dependent on SO, but I'm reading more about what I'm entitled to when we do split.
It'll b war & I wanto b ready.
Horrible way to live; such a waste.
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That's exactly how I feel too. Such a waste. Love is such a beautiful thing.. and here I am wasting it all away on someone who doesn't really care or feel the same way.
I took a dead end job working 6 days a week, 11 hour days just to save up to get out of this nightmare.
I guess I just don't understand why he fights the breakup so much if he doesn't want to actually invest any effort into our relationship. He begged and cried for me to come home when I left last year. Then for the following couple of weeks when I returned, we had the most mind blowing passionate sex. He kissed me, gave oral constantly and really made love to me. So, I know we have the connection, he just gets bored I guess.