My not sleeping, mild mania has progressed to a mixed episode. I'm not feeling very good. I am so tired and so agitated. I keep crying over nothing and I can't decide what to do with myself.

I emailed my pdoc because I expect I need to increase my AP. I really don't want to but keep trying to remember it can be short-term. That's just not been my experience in the past; I just always got worse. But so far clozaril has worked well for me and so hopefully it gets me through this. This is its' first real test.