Misspelled beautifully. I thought I might be bipolar but I was 42 and had begun meditating, studying the bible and everything spiritual. Now 8 years later I know for sure it is a spiritual awakening. As long as I make sure I get plenty of sleep I do very well. Not sleeping is what causes the mania. I hope you find what works for you.
In this country most doctors are spiritually ignorant. The awakening was helping me to heal from past abuse. Docs in the USA just drug every little symptom and call it mental illness.
When our spirit is healthy then our mind and body quickly follow.