I'm so furious and crushed right now!

I'm trying so hard to work with him, but he is never happy with anything I do. Right now I want to tell him I'm done working with him. He isn't helping me. He keeps trying to get rid of me by telling me I should do some group stuff, but I've had a lot of group therapy and had terrible experiences with it. He knows this. He doesn't care.

I want him to help me with DBT, I even bought him a copy of the workbook. He's told me before he would do DBT with me, but now he's just trying to push me into some group setting where I won't be able to exercise my right to confidentiality about my mental health situation. I understand that DBT groups are a thing, but I can't handle that.

I love him so much and hate him so much and I just want him to do the damn DBT with me so I can get better! I'M TRYING SO HARD! and he's never satisfied with my efforts. He's the one who's not trying! I need him to help me!

We talked today about whether I might have BPD (borderline). He agreed I meet the criteria. I don't know if that means he has diagnosed me. I understand this is challenging for everyone. I feel like I'll never get better.