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THank you for sharing. That took alot to share. I understand the abuse and running as a child. We ran every weekend from my stepfather for our lives before my mother would go back to him because he would make promises he would never keep. Being locked in closets and the fear there has brought so much anxiety that when I remember it today, I still cannot breath very well.

You have gone through alot but I wish you well. I am glad you are happy. Just know we are here when and if you are ever able and want to talk about anything.

cami

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Thank you so much. As you can see I skipped a lot of details because I can't talk about it yet. But I know what you're talking about: the promises.... They always promised it would get better and it never did. And my Dad always said he wanted to set me on my fire. Not anyone else, just me.
Being locked in that closet started it all, I think. To this day I need a light on in the bedroom. If I turn it off (and I've tried) I can't breathe, I start to panick.