Pdoc,

I just called you last night about what I could do about the mania I was experiencing

Now I woke up this morning feeling horribly depressed. It's like I was running insanely fast looking the wrong way and then unexpectedly slammed head-on into a wall. Seriously, it hit me like a truck.

Fortunately, no suicidal ideation (yet?), so I'm okay for now... but I just know it's going to gradually get worse