ughhh granite I'm so sorry that she isn't giving you a clear answer about the future here. I KNOW how horrible that limbo is. I also wholly understand feeling like there's no point in continuing to work when there's an end looming and that's the only thing you can see or think about.

I would just encourage you no matter what to not just run away. I ran away, got no closure, did not say goodbye to my therapy, and I regret it so much.