DarknessIsMyFriend--
I am sorry you had such a tough time yesterday. Sometimes when I have a bad day or evening, I feel better the next day if I get some decent sleep. I DO hope you are feeling better today.

I really do like you. Your explanations of your problems and feelings are expressive and make sense. You do not strike me as having a low IQ. Is this your first semester in college? I was from a really small town where most of the kids did not go on to college. I got one D and some Cs (can't remember how many) but changed to a major I could handle my sophomore year and received all As and Bs during the next 3 years. When I completed my masters degree, I received 9 As and 1 B. So, I am just trying to tell you that it takes time to get used to college studies. I had a terrible problem with procrastination during my freshman year as well. Don't give up. I have read that the male brain is still developing well into the late 20s. You can still get smarter! I do not think anyone's IQ is set in stone.