No, this is not PTSD. The A-criterion is very clear regarding what trauma's need to have happened before you have PTSD, and what you're listing isn't it. That doesn't mean it necessarily isn't trauma - you can be traumatized without having PTSD.
The A-criterion is as follows:
The person was exposed to: death, threatened death, actual or threatened serious injury, or actual or threatened sexual violence, as follows: (one required)
- Direct exposure.
- Witnessing, in person.
- Indirectly, by learning that a close relative or close friend was exposed to trauma. If the event involved actual or threatened death, it must have been violent or accidental.
- Repeated or extreme indirect exposure to aversive details of the event(s), usually in the course of professional duties (e.g., first responders, collecting body parts; professionals repeatedly exposed to details of child abuse). This does not include indirect non-professional exposure through electronic media, television, movies, or pictures.
This doesn't mean you aren't hurting. It just means it's not PTSD.