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Originally Posted by unaluna
Youre so... i couldnt think of the word cuz im so old its no longer in my vocabulary! Fickle! Why are you doing this to yourself? Its like youre trying to diet but then you get hungry and eat. And from what i can tell, you dont do THAT to yourself. Which if you could bottle the reason why, you would be a billionairess. I would be the first in line. 
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Because I'm so used to letting everybody else be right that it feels wrong to know I am right. You know? Ah but I am changing. I fought back. And I came here instead of emailing because I really, really want to stop this pattern. I am determined to. She doesn't get it when I say how will I ever know how strong I can be without coming here if I am always coming here? Why am I being childish for wanting to stand on my own two feet? She called me childish for wanting to end! Not a month ago when we first started talking about it, but a couple days ago.
Tell me to shut up about this now.