You don't need to shut up about this, art. And if it keeps you from contacting her to grovel, then keep posting.

I'm stunned that she said you were being childish for wanting to quit. She sure does make a lot of pronouncements about you (possessed, not present, childish). On the upside, you at least know what she's thinking. On the downside, you know what she is thinking.

eta: the most my therapist will say about me is that I don't look like what I think I look like--and this is recent, after 2 + years. I think therapists are supposed to let the client come to their own conclusions about themselves.