Agh so I caved and called t a little bit ago. But just to ask if we were too broken to fix. She said she didn't know. I said I didn't either. I told her I hated what happened and she said it was hard for her, too. I said I hoped we could talk about it next time. She said we would. And she thanked me for being brave enough to call I said it wasn't easy and that was that.