Jan I am so sorry but you will need to get tough. You need to find something to listen to or read you need to find your FIGHT SONG I have one and when I feel like giving up I play it. I might play it 10 times. I also have favorite books and stuff to go to.

But regardless YOU alway have us. Anytime day or night post something even if it has nothing to do with fibro.

When my dad way dying I had my husband to lean on but he had never lost a parent and his mom gets the award for the worst mom in the world what she put her kids through.... its unforgivable. Anyway I had not found this site but I had my lupus forum and have many friends there. No matter what time day or not I could call text or post something to anyone if them. Many had lost their parents and told me what to expect.

We have your back. You are going to a good place just keep us posted.

Prayers and positive vibes coming from me to you