RoboT,

I wonder if you have clients who you talk with outside of session. Are there people who know that it's okay to email you? Do you have plans with other clients to email or text during your vacation for support?

Part of me feels like that would be appropriate based on our last session. How difficult this break is proving to be for me.

But apparently I'm functional and I'm going to be okay, so you don't worry about me. About how hard this is for me. How hard January will be...

Maybe it's just because we would have session tomorrow that I'm so upset. I don't know. But I'm really missing you today.

3 weeks now. I pray that this may serve as a corrective experience for me. To prove that people I love can actually keep their promises.

That reminds me. I remember saying here that I could never fathom expressing my love for you. I may have said the thought made me want to break out in hives. But last session, I remember it clearly: "it's why I both hate you and love you." You laughed. It wasn't terrible.

And even though I love you and miss you, I'm dying to pick a fight with you when you return. I'm so sick. Ugh

Daisy