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Originally Posted by Nammu
i think she was trying to point out that your friend who you don't have on your phone cares that she's not on it. How do you think your friend feels being told she's not on your phone. I think that's the point she was trying to make but you walked away feeling hurt cause she doesn't and shouldn't care wether or not she's on your phone.
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Her exact words (knowing that I had put her in my phone in April and that it was a huge deal, along with calling her by her name and not a title), was "I don't care if I'm not in your phone or not. She does. Not me." We weren't talking about my T being in my phone although she knows the symbolism of it.
Ironically enough, I took my T out of my phone contacts this weekend and put my friend in. I didn't tell T that.
It was more of the symbolism. My T is an attachment figure to me.
I had just told her that she has the capability of cutting me with her words. I'm much more sensitive with those I'm attached to.
I was tearing up on my way out of the door. She wanted me to stick around and get an appointment reminder and see the new supplies she ordered. I was like, "I have to go." I didn't want her to see me cry. I've always felt safe to allow her to see me cry. Not this time.