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Originally Posted by artemis-within
it was more than a disagreement. it was pretty awful and i didn't share everything that was said. frankly i don't even remember half of it anymore except how i just got angrier as it went on. i have never fought with anyone like that in my entire life. ever. not my siblings, not my h, not friends, no one. i have always just took the blame in the very beginning and slunk off and hid.
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Seriously though, I don't care how angry you were at her. That doesn't mean she throws a 6 year relationship away because, *gasp* you want to move on and forward in your life.
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Originally Posted by daisydid
Thanks, guys. I'm just...I can't process any of the thoughts or feelings I'm having right now...
Supposedly it gets better, but I'll be 30 soon and I'm still waiting for the better part.
It only ever gets bad like this late at night, when it's quiet. Normally I'd be in bed by now. Can't sleep because of the cold. |
I feel ya on this sentiment, believe me. I am 36, and still waiting for the "better" part. I don't have answers for you, but something keeps pushing us on somehow. My T calls it the survival instict. Humans are meant for surviving, and will pretty much to to any length to do it until it truly seems irreparable, which takes a lot.