Under 72 hours.. it's always under 72 hours by this time today. Will it really feel any different come Monday that there was only 4 days between sessions rather than 5 when I didn't get my post session message? Do I even tell you that I'm missing it or just accept that this is part of the change, the new way of life for me? Maybe eventually it won't be an either or situation. I can tell you that I miss them and accept that they are not coming back. I don't think it's been a thought for you. If I never say anything will you wonder? Just another thing to add to the list of not to do with you. I'm going to need my work phone which will mean that your notification will go away.

What if I don't want to be the grown up?