The purpose of this... Well I guess I'm just venting.

I take methadone (an opioid) for something called Central Pain Syndrome (which started after an emergency surgery on my cervical spine due to extreme spinal cord compression back in 2007). I've been on Methadone from 2 years after that (after trying many other meds) up until now.

I saw my pdoc first (in the state where I just moved). I told her that having that utter agonizing pain greatly affected my mood. She offered to talk to my PCP to advocate for me to get the medication here because of how it affects my mood. She also said that here it's hard to get PCP's to prescribe opioids.

But I didn't have a chance to tell them (the PCP) that. I had dropped off my chart from CA, they saw I had been taking Methadone, called me, and told me they wouldn't treat me. That I had to see a pain specialist, get established with him/her first and that 'this could take months.' I asked, so, if I were to get sick, say a bad stomach ache or something, they won't treat me there? NO!!:

So I called a Pain Clinic at the local hospital and talked with the new patient coordinator. They need the last couple of visits (from CA) in my chart. Since I have my whole chart with me, I'll drop off the last few visits to them on Monday.

I'm livid!! They wouldn't even give me a chance to explain myself. My pdoc knew my PCP and said she'd call her, if I'd like, to let her know how not taking the Methadone (and the pain coming back) could seriously affect my mood. I couldn't show them the evaluation at the Stanford pain clinic saying I could continue to take the methadone. They just looked at the chart, saw the methadone (even though it showed I had been taking it responsibly and the dose had never been increased) and said "NO."

My previous pdoc in CA also wrote in her referral that I had been taking it 'responsibly' and I didn't get the opportunity to show that to them either.

The thing is, I was told (if they'll take me after seeing my chart) that it will take a couple of weeks to get an appointment at the pain clinic. I will run out of methadone before then (though I have a little extra that might help, but I don't know if it will be enough until I can get an appointment).

So there's the one pdoc who's willing to advocate for me over the phone, another pdoc who advocated for me via a referral letter, a referral from Stanford in CA saying I could continue to take methadone, but I didn't even get the chance to tell them, to show these things to them. The doctors (PCP's) wouldn't talk to me, it was all about taking Methadone and, according to the secretary, them not wanting to "be responsible for me."

The thing is, you can't stop this medication abruptly (aside from the agonizing pain that would ensue); it can and will cause terrible withdrawal. Someone has to prescribe it at the very least so I don't go into withdrawal.

I feel like because of a few (or many) bad apples, the rest of us have to fight tooth and nail to get the medications that work for us. And it does work, after the 5 medications I tried previously didn't. And methadone doesn't produce a 'high' like other opioids can and therefore is not so addictive in that way.

Has anyone else had trouble getting this type of medication, even with advocacy on the part of their pdocs's, or even other docs? I find it reprehensible that they won't even treat me for regular PCP things, they just dropped me like a hot potato without ever seeing me in the first place.

Sorry this is so long and thanks for reading!