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Originally Posted by satsuma
Oh no. I'm sorry.
It's totally up to you of course. But my feeling is that it would be good to go. I mean you've been feeling really bad already haven't you? So it seems to me it's unlikely you would end up feeling worse than you do already, and on the other hand you may feel better afterwards. I know this T messed up about contact. But he has helped you a lot in other ways hasn't he?
I'm sorry for being bossy and you could ignore me if it's not helpful! I'm just wishing you could feel better  |
Thank you for the kind wishes. Yes I've been feeling pretty bad but am masking it thru a heroin relapse. I feel it's best that I don't go there when I'm in the midst of a serious relapse. It's not good for him to see me like this and not good for me to go there and be like this there.. I need a break from him