no its not that, he assured me its when I'm ready.... but its just i dont do well with ppl who matter to me being out of my life. the longer i go, the harder it will be to end it.

this particular client he still sees weekly even thought he has told me its a gradual drop off, going less and less before you end.... and he says she is already struggling with it, with 4 month of prep to end it... i just dont see my handling it well, especially if a hit a year or more with him.