Please try to take care of yourself. I know you say you don't care, but still try to be safe. Especially with the drugs, because I know around here there have been issues of it being laced with fentanyl and stuff like that.

Maybe don't shut the door entirely on your T, in case you do feel in a week or two that you do want to talk to him. I know you don't feel that way now, but still try to keep things open. Has he responded yet about the canceled appointments?