I came here and wrote about it and wrote to T because I don't want to hide. I don't want to hide what I'm doing. I don't want help I don't want anyone to intervene. I just want to say what is going on with me. But people get all concerned and I DON'T LIKE THAT. So should I just post here if I'm feeling well and happy? If I want advice or concern I would explicitly ask for it. I don't see whu. I can't just post about what is going on I realize natural human reactions are unavoidable but... Maybe I will just take a break from here as well

I don't want to hurt my T and I feel terrible now because he is obviously pretty worried. I NEVER want to hurt him and any of. You and I am sorry I have come here and done that.