Dear Dr. S,

I'm mad at you today. First it was about the AVS messages and the fact that you haven't mentioned them, acknowledged that they are not going to be coming after you thought that they might not be going away with the new EMR. Well they have gone away, and I valued them.

Then I bought something for the little boy at a yard sale and I wasn't even a block away before the shame hit and I regretted the purchase. That is what has happened through this rupture. And your comment on Thursday didn't help things here. Damn you.. Damn you. This circuit has been activated and now everything everything seems to just make it stronger. I'll hide what I bought. I'll take the books back to the library.

Bit by bit, I'll leave you,
-me