Thank you again everyone. My son stayed in last night. 1 day down and 6 more to go. I'm filled with a mixture of hope and fear. I will rest so much better once he's in treatment. He is such a beautiful boy.....so handsome, funny, smart. He's just been so unwell for so long now. My husband keeps telling me I need to cut the umbilical cord with him but it's just not possible. How can I be well when my baby is slowly killing himself in front of me? But now there is so much real hope for us all. I'm so grateful for insurance and the intelligent people who have come up with these programs to provide real true help and hope.